什麼是精神戀愛,那人問道。440Please respect copyright.PENANAzYioXJ1kW1
她在上課期間收到這樣的訊息,看著看著,太陽穴卻傳來隱隱的陣痛。440Please respect copyright.PENANA0nCCa4KRdM
老實說這並不是她所感興趣的課程,但為了不讓自己太閒——美其名,就在暑假時登錄了這堂課。440Please respect copyright.PENANAVC9njf6R7O
所幸老師似乎也不太在意他的學生有沒有專心在內容上,只是照著投影片上所寫自我陶醉地演說著。440Please respect copyright.PENANAbszhopysww
什麼是精神戀愛,她雙手撐著臉頰兩旁思考著。440Please respect copyright.PENANAGJrPfpBw1V
說是柏拉圖式愛情嗎?不,這也太敷衍了,說到底也只有蘇格拉底本人知道那到底是怎樣的情感與意境吧?幾千年以後的馬爾西利奧究竟哪來的自信能這麼定義呢?440Please respect copyright.PENANA11dbZE1fCZ
她抽搐般地勾起一邊的嘴角,笑了笑,對於擁有這樣疑問的自己感到諷刺。440Please respect copyright.PENANAQGwsFI2NM0
她並不是十分了解哲學,更可以說是一無所知。就算是選修過一學期的相關課程她也還是庸人一個。440Please respect copyright.PENANA9iBUjVlOxx
雖然說理論與定義可被推翻,但怎麼也輪不到這種傢伙吧?440Please respect copyright.PENANA6aPFPZ1kVa
回到原題,精神戀愛是什麼?440Please respect copyright.PENANAwngb0G27pt
她飛快地在鍵盤上打下一句話,卻在按下發送之前全數刪除了。440Please respect copyright.PENANA65wWo1YZjO
『就如同我們之間。』440Please respect copyright.PENANAT3PLPpv7De
她無法確認對方是否能相信自己只是在開玩笑。440Please respect copyright.PENANAn63q0xaLUV
她們認識了八年,並沒有像漫畫或小說那樣熱血一起經歷過許多事情,也沒有什麼相互陪伴。最多只有像今天,拿著發燙的手機或守在電腦螢幕前互相分享自己的日常。440Please respect copyright.PENANAaGr7qUJ5lc
就是這麼平淡,對於彼此似乎就是這麼可有可無的存在。440Please respect copyright.PENANAR9yMiGQV2Z
啊,只有那次,那是唯一一件令她記憶深刻的事。不可思議地像電影般充滿著悲劇性。當時她莫名其妙地在朋友面前哭了。真是情緒詭異的傢伙,當事人明明不是自己。440Please respect copyright.PENANA3L2132KxOM
她抱著她,那是第一次也是最後一次在對方面前哭泣。此後別說是流淚了,更甚是表現出脆弱都不曾有過。440Please respect copyright.PENANAxsDIidZsBB
當時為什麼會這麼悲傷呢,那是悲傷對吧?她吃力地回想著所有細節,但那已經是五年前了,只能勉強記著理性的部分。440Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5mwjk4pXl
好像那件事成了她們之間唯一的羈絆似的,畢業後的少數幾次的聚餐對方總還忘懷不了當初的痛苦與因應的支持。440Please respect copyright.PENANAdhfdbWQPI3
她想念她咬字不清、音調難有起伏的嗓子,想念她無光卻還算的上精神的雙眸,想念她稀有珍貴的笑,想念她在交換日記本上五顏六色的可愛字體。440Please respect copyright.PENANAAMghaiaVlp
這樣近乎變態的思念,卻從不反映在夢中。440Please respect copyright.PENANAGzSMYzcOHv
她多希望對方也能想想自己。佛洛伊德曾經說過,當有人想念你時,你就能在夢裡與對方相會。440Please respect copyright.PENANAhrMiSoXU5O
……這百分之百是笑話,對吧?人們經常選擇性地相信,要是對自己有利的就一定是正確的。440Please respect copyright.PENANANqLea7sFiJ
『就如同我們之間。』440Please respect copyright.PENANAxoPhob2F8M
她無法確認自己是否能相信這只是句玩笑話。440Please respect copyright.PENANAj0GL1kmRDi
所以說,精神戀愛是什麼呢?440Please respect copyright.PENANAhWC1bQq52S
她終究無法給出自己的答案,誰讓她總是胡思亂想還文不對題?440Please respect copyright.PENANALaeHlgpVNl
她搜尋了幾個網站,將自己覺得還算合理的定義與理論複製下來貼到聊天室的對話框中,然後長長地抒了一口氣。440Please respect copyright.PENANA35mhkoaFP1
『就如同我們之間。』440Please respect copyright.PENANAIALtsnSZTM
她不願再深入思考,但那幾個字卻在腦海中形象化,揮之不去。440Please respect copyright.PENANAXMTfvPYuMV
為了讓自己轉移點注意力,她望向人潮湧動的窗外。這堂耗時三節的課已邁入尾聲,外頭的天色也已漸暗。440Please respect copyright.PENANA747xdYk0Q8
鉛灰色原本應該是她喜歡的顏色,那種嚴肅、憂傷、孤獨而禁慾的感覺。但現在看來她卻覺得那只是刻意為之的調色,十分地不順眼。440Please respect copyright.PENANAttalXEBqdm
『就如同我們之間。』440Please respect copyright.PENANAI3aSHiofpq
多麼寂寞的告白,多麼適合這段關係。440Please respect copyright.PENANA8NVENN82ig
她瞄了眼微微發光的長方形螢幕,確認對方仍然未讀之後,帶著失落而微妙的心情將手機放回包里。440Please respect copyright.PENANANIs1aiPCym
好吧,就剩最後十幾分鐘了,來專心聽講吧。440Please respect copyright.PENANAlf3KIaJoAM
440Please respect copyright.PENANAEDBQYbSpho
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