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「長頭髮真係好麻煩⋯」我喺心中默默地抱怨道，我諗女仔會比較有共鳴810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnY8R7UnIZ
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我將毛巾搭喺頸上，然後拎起放喺風筒吹頭810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55dqc1oQdN
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有時覺得，中意一個人真係會好攰好辛苦，特別係當佢曾經屬於你，但宜家唔係嘅時候810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6iLk31Xye
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有時會stalk下佢嘅IG，偶爾會諗起同佢一齊嘅時候嘅點滴，但記起嘅時候，心卻覺得難受，本來甜蜜嘅回憶都變成咗令我難受嘅原因810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m5KbTOxzL
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「阿彥佢⋯到底係抱住咩心情同我喺埋一齊⋯？」我靠喺櫈背上，問自己一個已經問咗無數次，但都唔會有答案嘅問題，「佢有冇一刻中意過我⋯？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUaJYUkMHN
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我有啲唔甘心，我中意阿彥嘅一切，佢嘅笑容、佢嘅聲線、佢嘅優點缺點⋯我都中意；但佢最後同我講，我一直都唔係佢最中意嘅嗰個人時，難受⋯撕裂一樣嘅痛⋯810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDpYfLsg3F
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我曾經好想知道，到底佢心中最中意嘅嗰個人係邊個，直到我見到佢同孫慧伶一齊嘅時候⋯原來佢最中意嘅人，係佢⋯810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP0YH46QGa
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佢對佢露出嘅笑容，係我從來都冇見過，嗰一種發自內心嘅甜意，嗰一種開心係特別唔一樣810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80vsYDHh67
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「佢同我分手，就係因為要同孫慧伶一齊⋯」呢個係我已經知道嘅答案810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I6vq8oASR
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岑諾新同孫慧伶分手嘅時間比我地早個幾星期，然後就係阿彥同我講分手，再然後就係阿彥同孫慧伶一齊咗⋯就好似一場有預謀嘅表演一樣810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbTRwcLFO5
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「呀⋯煩死⋯」我喺心中講道，又嬲又傷心，但我無能為力810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG2Dg2GHZ8
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「見到你冇事就太好啦！仲擔心⋯」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tXPQb3y7E
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「你同佢一齊開心就好啦～」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnofWkHr5gl
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腦海中不斷迴盪着呢兩句說話，出自其他人口裏都唔緊要，但出自張景彥嘅口裏，感覺截然不同810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcOUdjtuJg
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佢擔心我同佢分咗手之後會唔開心，定擔心啲咩⋯？擔心我會自殺？我又未至於愛到要失去理智810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqPtAJD8Q9
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「唉，算啦，睇下手機算啦⋯」我自言自語地講道，拎起手機810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv76ikH9A5
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都係唔好諗咁多，既然決定咗要放低，咁就冇諗咁多嘅必要，應該⋯810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapgbzkeSyz
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我無聊咁睇下自己手機嘅相簿，之前同阿彥一齊嘅時候影嘅相都仲喺度，我冇刪到，一張都冇刪去810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFistxq0OYi
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我唔捨得將呢啲相刪去，係最後保留落嚟嘅回憶，可能張景彥已經將呢啲相一張不留咁刪去，只有我先會仲keep住仲留戀810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8PlH5ETyT
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宜家佢同孫慧伶一齊好似真係好開心好幸福咁，我都已經冇繼續留戀嘅必要⋯既然中意佢，既然佢已經得到幸福，既然佢亦已經覺得開心，同到佢真係想喺埋一齊嘅人一齊，我亦應該好好放低810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP0hoQ7hi4
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佢已經放低咗我，我亦唔應該繼續執着落去，放低就好啦！810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBPeJO5ByA
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我拎起手機，send咗個message比岑諾新：我已經決定咗，我要放低佢啦！真係真係要放低！810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR8jmLwGWh
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「你琴晚搞咩？」岑諾新手上拎住餐具，細細聲地問我810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzjtiFdALG
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「咩搞咩？」咬着麵包嘅我不解地問道810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBaqtJ33Wi
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「個message。」岑諾新又講道810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEdiloxIu2
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一離開咗學校出去食lunch，岑諾新嘅態度就冷冷冰冰的，不過我都習慣咗佢呢一面㗎啦⋯今日係我地一齊食飯，得我同佢，兩個人810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFfeVNHMLP
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「就係字面嘅意思。」我一臉輕鬆地回答，「我決定好㗎啦～繼續執着落去，都唔係一件好事，與其一直唔開心一直難受，不如快啲放低，咁樣唔係更加好咩？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcc0TnxTYX
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「嗯。」岑諾新點一點頭，然後又繼續睇佢嘅手機810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3GYQx3L0c
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「你要唔要一齊？」我問道810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKHqZPQk0q
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岑諾新抬眼望我，靜咗一靜，可能係諗緊我嘅提議實唔實用之類810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHZiuRydps
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「你諗下～」我上身向前湊近，岑諾新見琴我嘅舉動都將身子前傾，於是我細細聲地講道，「如果我地都放低咗，咁就冇繼續一齊嘅必要啦！我同你都可以回復自由身～」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNccWWXcroO
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「都啱。」岑諾新點一點頭，睇嚟佢都覺得我呢個提議唔錯，「不過你會唔會轉頭又放唔低？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwp6XOzWO2
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「你睇少我呀？」我抬一抬下巴，以表示自己嘅自信，「你先係唔好退縮嗰個呀！」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdo4R1U8ij
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「吓？我又唔係你。」岑諾新輕視我一樣笑咗一笑，「我一定唔會好似你咁猶疑。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E0ewF3Gtk
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「咩呀！」我聽到岑諾新對我嘅輕視，心裏不忿，「我琴晚已經將貼喺房門後面同佢一齊影嘅嗰啲相掉晒啦！」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRthlLJYKeB
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「哦？真係下定決心咁喎。」岑諾新輕輕挑眉810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nxl5liifq
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呵～估唔到呢～我可係講得出做得到！810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF7BRZMYp8
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「咁你手機入面嘅相del咗未？」岑諾新望咗我嘅手機一眼，然後托住腮望向我810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExIUgx8bcT
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「呃⋯未。」我心虛地耷低頭食嘢，將三文治放到嘴邊810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoji8BOUl2p
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我悄悄抬眼，見到岑諾新嘅嘴角微微揚着，岑諾新！你特登嘅！810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3UUx6BCzz
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「我未刪啫！唔通你刪咗？」我反問岑諾新，岑諾新默默地移開了視線810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbiQBU9Acz
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「未。」岑諾新飲一喺凍咖啡，我不禁一笑，原來你都未刪，「你都係啱啱先講話要放低，我都啱啱先決定。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvHqN68Di1
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