「如果可以,我也想永遠健康,不讓他們擔心。」
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「媽媽!」女孩輕拉女子的衣角,眉眼間盡是不解:「為什麼要帶我來看醫生啊?我沒有生病!」235Please respect copyright.PENANANl8Cg7wzcK
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像是為了證明什麼,她還在原地跳了兩下,像隻小兔子,模樣十分可愛。235Please respect copyright.PENANA93FPSrQuhy
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女子笑得有些無奈,摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲,「有沒有生病要等醫生檢查後才知道。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAb47vnrTg1G
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她點點頭又搖搖頭,搞不清楚此刻的狀況。235Please respect copyright.PENANAAMXUYek7Ob
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牆壁上長方形的電子螢幕,亮著紅色燈光的數字異常醒目,上面顯示十二號,女孩靜靜的盯著,直到光線剎那間熄滅。235Please respect copyright.PENANA2t9Tecg5IJ
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原本緊閉的門,打開了,一個瘦弱的男孩走出來,與她擦肩而過,男孩的父母臉上掛著擔憂。235Please respect copyright.PENANADCsmMiuvgc
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「顧筱涵小朋友」,護士小姐探出半張身子,呼喚著女孩的名字,眼神在等候的人群中來回掃視。235Please respect copyright.PENANAnBMmjhgymF
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「筱筱別怕,媽媽會一直陪伴著妳的」235Please respect copyright.PENANAIUlpHN8FjV
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女孩乖巧的牽著女子的手走進診間。
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護士小姐擦拭著一臺長得很奇特的機器,一邊說:「我們需要先進行幾項簡單檢驗,請先到這裡來。」235Please respect copyright.PENANA4J9kVMWxWK
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顧筱涵有些無助的看向了女子,她輕拍女孩的背,示意著該做些什麼。235Please respect copyright.PENANANjmFWlz6Lq
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不過這機器......看起來好像沒有想像中的那麼可怕,它連接著一根長長的管子,螢幕上三顆不同顏色的氣球像是遵從著某種奇妙的節奏上下輕晃。235Please respect copyright.PENANApBgp3pxI8y
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看著女孩遲遲沒有動作,一旁的護士出聲提醒道:「深吸一口氣,然後對著管子裡吹就好了,就像吹氣球那樣。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAjJmE6xIoVp
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可護士小姐又怎麼知道,連「吹氣球」對女孩來說,都是一個奢侈的願望。235Please respect copyright.PENANAeGVTM7snUd
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女孩深吸一口氣,使勁吹向管子內,不到幾秒鐘小臉已經變得通紅,螢幕上的氣球有緩緩脹大的趨勢,但很快就沒了動靜。235Please respect copyright.PENANAH2kzttqXD9
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護士簡單做了個紀錄,將資料交給坐在另一邊的醫生。235Please respect copyright.PENANA9JjmINMi61
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簡單的從數據判斷情況後,實際的檢查也是必須的,護士徵得女子同意後,輕輕掀起女孩的衣服。235Please respect copyright.PENANAA6eygjTKO8
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冰涼的空氣讓女孩打了個寒顫。235Please respect copyright.PENANAHI4ZGZzUMB
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醫生注視著,並皺起了眉頭,嚴肅說道:「可以先請小朋友出去外面等嗎?有些事,需要和您單獨談一下。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAvBzSLgb62T
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女子應允,將女孩帶出診間,安置在外面的等候區,「筱筱乖,媽媽很快回來,在這邊坐著等一下,無聊的話那邊有電視可以看」235Please respect copyright.PENANACHgC6NsqJl
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接著,便離開了她。
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寬廣座位區裡,只有一個瘦小的女孩,她安靜的坐在椅子上,輕晃著腿。235Please respect copyright.PENANAI1xh42vliy
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那時的她僅僅只有八歲。235Please respect copyright.PENANAS1qlZArkI2
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時間過得特別慢,不知道他們在裡面是我寫什麼 。235Please respect copyright.PENANA9fjjeETZ88
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此時,牆壁上的一張海報吸引了她的注意,上面是一個和她一樣「特別」的男孩。235Please respect copyright.PENANA2qzbLBUFTk
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「xxx,導致xxx呼吸困難,嚴重者甚至會壓迫心臟、肺臟」235Please respect copyright.PENANA2GpTZXrEFd
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「可能需要手術......」
診間看似厚實的門,卻無法守住所有的秘密。235Please respect copyright.PENANARwZrzjNurV
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女孩眼中的光頓時黯淡了幾分。235Please respect copyright.PENANA2NTCQ1jXae
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為什麼每次運動會都只能坐在候補區為其他人加油?235Please respect copyright.PENANAejRxpXQZ3m
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為什麼玩鬼抓人總是跑得最慢的她當鬼?235Please respect copyright.PENANAbQ22pVspn7
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為什麼只要稍微跑一下,就會喘不過氣?235Please respect copyright.PENANAG9F8iNfaE4
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一切,都有了答案。
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手術的前一天,她們提早來醫院報到,擁擠的病房中十分吵雜。235Please respect copyright.PENANAHl5mZMq9gn
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女孩換上了病人專用的服裝,過長的衣袖遮住她纖細的手臂,只露出一條長長的管子,連接著點滴。235Please respect copyright.PENANAz68CdetBjI
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就如媽媽所說,它是個堅強的孩子,從各種意義上來說。
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偌大的病床顯得她更加嬌小,女孩呆呆的望著天花板,不知道在想些什麼。235Please respect copyright.PENANAkGyAmRQKTC
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「媽媽,只要手術成功,我就能和大家一起玩了,對嗎?」235Please respect copyright.PENANA12hGQvpDrs
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原本在一旁整理東西的女子轉過身,牽起她的小手,認真說道:「沒錯,我知道我們家筱筱最勇敢了,對吧?」她摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲。235Please respect copyright.PENANAouLiqqcgRq
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「嗯.....」她輕輕應答道,垂在側身的手在無意間握緊了幾分。
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「媽媽,今天...妳可以抱著我睡嗎?」女孩笑著問道。235Please respect copyright.PENANAaaOvYNl1ZY
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夜幕緩緩降臨,無邊的夜色籠罩大地。235Please respect copyright.PENANAEndJpo5Kfn
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沒了早上的喧囂,此刻的病房裡非常安靜,想必大家都睡下了吧?235Please respect copyright.PENANAjAIGIpCAgt
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儘管知道現在醫療科技的進步,許許多多可怕的想法仍如同無法掙脫的夢魘進顧著她。235Please respect copyright.PENANAIpeDdTfVUX
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如果醫生治不好我呢?
那我是不是永遠無法和大家一樣了?235Please respect copyright.PENANAxZICOVWRQh
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如果手術過程中出了什麼意外呢?235Please respect copyright.PENANAK8uN6wyvjU
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我......會死掉嗎?235Please respect copyright.PENANAHyrMBYYz9v
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這樣的話,媽媽......會很傷心的吧?
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越想要逃避,恐懼纏得越緊。235Please respect copyright.PENANAsGJMouufOF
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背後傳來的啜泣聲,將她的思緒拉了回來。235Please respect copyright.PENANA5Vxhr1lT9J
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媽媽...她在哭嗎?235Please respect copyright.PENANAsakvwKBgn6
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原來,害怕的人不是只有她一個,只是為了不要讓她擔心,所以一直忍著。235Please respect copyright.PENANABxQQx8W4Hm
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無處宣洩的的情緒,在此刻潰堤了。
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我討厭醫院的味道,討厭手術室裡過分整齊的擺設,討厭照在我身上的手術燈,討厭被一群醫生圍著的感覺。235Please respect copyright.PENANAdHqt27slF9
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一切的一切都很令人討厭。235Please respect copyright.PENANAlD6nf8jjtY
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我也曾經埋怨,為什麼沒有一個健康的身體。235Please respect copyright.PENANALZ2LlwACrd
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不過現在說這些,又能改變什麼呢?235Please respect copyright.PENANAoBLnMLvk4A
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手術即將開始。235Please respect copyright.PENANAzDcy8TrKP1
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戴上氧氣罩,吸入麻醉劑,視線逐漸模糊,意識如飛絮般飄出身體。
終於要和「它」作個了結了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAMxWVpn4xwv
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「滴、滴、滴」235Please respect copyright.PENANAZtcvF2uMSe
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四周寂靜的只剩下時鐘以及生命徵象儀的聲音。235Please respect copyright.PENANAfNSFvNyVxR
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女孩緩緩睜開雙眼。235Please respect copyright.PENANAiQbvhp5ZYt
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凌晨兩點半。235Please respect copyright.PENANAIJbalEFGRx
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麻藥還未完全退去,胸口的傷口有些隱隱作痛,可這些都不算什麼。235Please respect copyright.PENANAdIxIcCNPLg
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一股強烈的窒息感壓迫著她,呼吸變得急促,仍然無法緩解缺氧的感覺。235Please respect copyright.PENANAcStXKhGQRr
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好痛苦、好難受。
怎麼會這樣?
手術失敗了嗎?235Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZwcRKWvq9
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有沒有人可以救救我......235Please respect copyright.PENANA04eUDriznN
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恐懼最終擊敗了看似堅強的偽裝。235Please respect copyright.PENANAPKxgXxJXdX
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眼淚啪噠啪噠的掉下來。235Please respect copyright.PENANAE5Ad2SeVCH
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一旁的護士小姐看到女孩醒了,不知道向誰打了一通電話。235Please respect copyright.PENANATFZPUmVOhC
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沒過幾分鐘,媽媽便穿着隔離衣來到病床旁,輕聲安慰著她。235Please respect copyright.PENANAdxLpHfSGSv
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「沒事的,你很快就能恢復健康了,不用擔心,乖乖睡吧…...」235Please respect copyright.PENANAGlLbMDff9s
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不知道是因為麻藥還未完全消退,還是一直緊繃的神經突然放鬆,女孩再次深深的沉入夢鄉。
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