
難以形容的心動。479Please respect copyright.PENANAXXaRutbhLn
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在人頭湧湧的跳蚤士場拍賣會裡,我甫看見這面古董掛鏡就決定不惜代價買下它。479Please respect copyright.PENANAU3RZ72WzHp
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首次對一件死物如此著迷。479Please respect copyright.PENANAvVWOs91sY9
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我把鏡子掛裝床前,日夕相對。每天溫柔仔細地擦拭它,讓鏡面保持光潔如新。閒時會坐在床邊對鏡發呆,細賞鏡框古典雅緻的玫瑰圖案。圖案栩栩如生,幾可亂真。花瓣幼紋像有如少女的肌膚,葉脈紋路好比少女的命運,莖梗尖刺正是少女的愛情。
某天,我瞥見鏡中書桌上置放了一個高身透明窄長玻璃瓶,而我身後書桌上沒有這款瓶子。479Please respect copyright.PENANApwoEGsw9Qn
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心寒之際,赫見一朵白玫瑰憑空出現於玻璃瓶裡。479Please respect copyright.PENANAHowCr4EYPv
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白玫瑰?479Please respect copyright.PENANADxBoNnBkAH
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抓著鏡框的雙手驀地凝住。479Please respect copyright.PENANAKas1pBVgZS
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我似乎憶起甚麼。
此後每天,一朵白玫瑰會在日出時憑空出現於鏡裡花瓶內。第十日,花瓶插滿白玫瑰。第十一日,花瓶旁邊出現一模一樣的玻璃瓶,瓶內同樣有一朵白玫瑰。如此類推,第二個花瓶在第二十日插滿了,第三個花瓶在翌日出現。479Please respect copyright.PENANASYyfXZPaux
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我曾向到訪社工有意無意展示這面掛鏡,她沒有發現掛鏡異樣或是看見鏡中瓶及花。這不間接證明詭異事情全是衝我而來?479Please respect copyright.PENANAU9SJJXWO7Y
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危險。479Please respect copyright.PENANA2JeQNiXfKS
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動手棄鏡時,目光不小心對上鏡中花,腦海間瞬即浮現段段細細碎碎疑幻似真的影像——一名打扮過時的年輕女子獨在街頭閒逛,偶然發現古董店櫥窗後的掛鏡與好友氣質十分合襯,當場決定花上大半年薪金買下心頭好,掛在床前,日夕相對;女子特意請假陪伴失戀好友,與對方促膝長談,場面溫馨窩心;女子相約好友到海灘散步,在夕陽餘暉下送對方一朵白玫瑰……479Please respect copyright.PENANA1fHmOWF5CB
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我對這份不屬於我的美好難以自拔,開始長時間留在鏡前,沉醉於她兩廝守終生的甜蜜幻象。
不知不覺,鏡中已有九十九個滿滿的花瓶,第一百個將於翌日出現。479Please respect copyright.PENANAhqQvQipcob
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我徹夜無眠,興奮得忘記連日不吃不睡帶來的饑餓與疲倦。479Please respect copyright.PENANAQPjDA5iix8
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日出,一室柔和晨光。不如之前的九十九次,今趟白玫瑰並非憑空出現——幻象中女子拿著一朵白玫瑰,自睡房門走到鏡前安坐。479Please respect copyright.PENANAPfeGVhQCzr
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四目交投。479Please respect copyright.PENANA7TARE5kiE2
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終可近距離端詳鏡裡的她。479Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7nh3qGX4u
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她眼泛淚光,內斂地激動著,喜悅聲線略帶不安:「你記得我是誰嗎?」479Please respect copyright.PENANAcnx2gm3080
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「我親愛的好友……」479Please respect copyright.PENANAeMlYCMDstt
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話音剛落,鏡面驀地泛起水波漣漪,誘人花香自鏡中傳來——現實和鏡後世界連接相通了!我心意已決,主動穿過鏡面爬到鏡後世界,與久別重逢的亡友相擁痛哭。479Please respect copyright.PENANAs5KUWdQFER
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冷靜以後,她領我到屋後海灘,送我白玫瑰。479Please respect copyright.PENANAPvMtr24keW
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「四十年前的今天,你拒絕了我。今時今日,你會再次拒絕我嗎?」479Please respect copyright.PENANAkgMWqLqiWP
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我欣然帶笑接下白玫瑰。479Please respect copyright.PENANAY4I1Yr5R3E
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「我寧可抵著世人異樣目光接下你的一朵白玫瑰,也不要在你殉情後送你一千朵你無法收到的白玫瑰。」
註:此故事會收錄於短篇小說合集《雜念集》。
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