一次意外，我失明了。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthB3w8r6uv
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wR8p32ysR
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「是誰？」我問。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4NMAPkULV
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無人回答。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmEJ5NRqWb
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JrOI9PVxH
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd2oV0NrOU
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XS9bJLrku
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoQaNir7oO
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插——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd5meqzq5Z
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsMTdF8Cnh
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXevL1KK67
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他沒能回答我。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NJS45rFJs
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEtcOpupuk
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq86LXahr0J
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「是誰？」我問。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ70Mh1iEdO
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無人回答。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKCVYg22PA
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0461VPGuKx
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1FhIfgJsR
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「是誰？」我問。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfLWF2Nf4t
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無人回答。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKl2tn4vlE
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIkMUe4CAs
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK61jZw52f
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLQ7HDXfQK
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFm4SucBoI
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsYbwl3Pvu
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鬼？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5cSAvrICd
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寒意蝕骨。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5ytCrAHGl
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9wSbSrtKH
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我瀕臨崩潰。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy97VlHUOkv
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E5rZZvyBw
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv9dJ0EVg0
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一言驚醒夢中人。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gGl9Rhb5D
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJwl79Tngx
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決不坐以待斃。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrtKIkb4Pl
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我要主動解決他們。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimYHMMCWYJ
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuyKpt6ocU
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死不暝目。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum9UkKvqEA
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw1Tb6jpGz
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo2TihEg7E
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd77hPs4yop
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHSHBgqQDJ
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8QG6qLdE4
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETojCHzgbN
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKjGpLpJbQ
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbtQKQGB2w
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwWEDeDIkZ
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死寂。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE10Plo9sbP
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又是那一道目光。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeub5ZxTDE
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哪來？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2eYFDVLHO
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不在別處——在我心中。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9KCmuxB3W
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU38IqnsHLx
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqDnSwWXOq
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVtTKcpfq1
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開膛，欲取心。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HsNwIr2CE
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發現沒有心。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFFWiyqEJW
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只有一片虛空的黑。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCg80PA8uy
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如深淵。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBek6ZtADD
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無盡。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8jS37hw9G
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