今天一整天都在昏睡175Please respect copyright.PENANAm7SeqSw0ct
原本沒打算要發日記175Please respect copyright.PENANAFY5CsoUaPK
但突然冒出一個念頭175Please respect copyright.PENANA6vcTZMlZgx
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡175Please respect copyright.PENANAArpXYl9mpR
跟 看到未來175Please respect copyright.PENANATiJ3sWcCSQ
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?175Please respect copyright.PENANA8cDIXRWnvR
能等到結婚生子175Please respect copyright.PENANAWjzYHQlQDu
有我的孩子175Please respect copyright.PENANAWweMijlE8x
我自己的孩子175Please respect copyright.PENANAK0fJAb17zy
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛175Please respect copyright.PENANAnjVzETQn0W
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...175Please respect copyright.PENANAbZQgyznnro
175Please respect copyright.PENANAnAFOFccvYA
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現175Please respect copyright.PENANAQix4NRfeHz
我會變成什麼樣子?175Please respect copyright.PENANAIXOkRjGYEn
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚175Please respect copyright.PENANAo4EwMYESs0
沒有愛的人175Please respect copyright.PENANAKc87COm96B
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了175Please respect copyright.PENANAVHVWiGDzZR
好像是在逃避什麼175Please respect copyright.PENANAN6gDk6z9U0
又像在渴求什麼175Please respect copyright.PENANAB8KTxOwL1I
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑175Please respect copyright.PENANAVNuisoPaTs
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法175Please respect copyright.PENANAYRYPcie6rl
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱175Please respect copyright.PENANAnUPcyUEO7u
請容許我幼稚下去吧175Please respect copyright.PENANA4rQgDUbwc8
這禮拜學校出了不少事175Please respect copyright.PENANAqNonFKCfco
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了175Please respect copyright.PENANABqbTmqGFRA
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚175Please respect copyright.PENANA02ndgIw4m3
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過175Please respect copyright.PENANAigLfn9V7Lz
所以不清楚175Please respect copyright.PENANAfkR4rLgMZK
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎175Please respect copyright.PENANA000dVBaDUK
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界175Please respect copyright.PENANASG66P6dX6a
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂175Please respect copyright.PENANAqxEXbsNCUX
大概是這種想法吧175Please respect copyright.PENANAS6Ur7o14Bl
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊175Please respect copyright.PENANAURkcjFznnE
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡175Please respect copyright.PENANA5LFdr5m5do
會選在大家都看得到的地方175Please respect copyright.PENANAJFcEURBKWv
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎175Please respect copyright.PENANAyAqlhiusdF
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨175Please respect copyright.PENANAjyUsZKWHei
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧175Please respect copyright.PENANAQm4FiPuwqf
我也是175Please respect copyright.PENANADlMOQTLfAP