今天一整天都在昏睡173Please respect copyright.PENANAFanwSYTFtK
原本沒打算要發日記173Please respect copyright.PENANANApezXlLGT
但突然冒出一個念頭173Please respect copyright.PENANAnxLB0eYLNe
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡173Please respect copyright.PENANAk15bL9mLhV
跟 看到未來173Please respect copyright.PENANAponxhSEzrT
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?173Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1Kr47OaYF
能等到結婚生子173Please respect copyright.PENANAaOupcQtt56
有我的孩子173Please respect copyright.PENANARiSEF85oPy
我自己的孩子173Please respect copyright.PENANAgn4qLfMH25
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛173Please respect copyright.PENANAiGDXcGj4mo
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...173Please respect copyright.PENANACLEpihK7oy
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現173Please respect copyright.PENANAkDSugQhbkh
我會變成什麼樣子?173Please respect copyright.PENANAIVK7BBEB7I
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚173Please respect copyright.PENANAcAeIOdvWDR
沒有愛的人173Please respect copyright.PENANAUPd6GWPSd0
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了173Please respect copyright.PENANA0uqSIjI74R
好像是在逃避什麼173Please respect copyright.PENANAlZtxwEjgaB
又像在渴求什麼173Please respect copyright.PENANAbRie5klBhf
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑173Please respect copyright.PENANAYdQnqOhOPl
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法173Please respect copyright.PENANARK48bZvEBS
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱173Please respect copyright.PENANAtL7FFfEmjG
請容許我幼稚下去吧173Please respect copyright.PENANA9n9Cdqf1k2
這禮拜學校出了不少事173Please respect copyright.PENANAgNzOTwZssT
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了173Please respect copyright.PENANAEMhALBwIdW
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚173Please respect copyright.PENANAJgKkhKYrw5
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過173Please respect copyright.PENANA2wEzIus0fC
所以不清楚173Please respect copyright.PENANAv3Q8UmJn3P
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎173Please respect copyright.PENANAxzk1hkiPZi
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界173Please respect copyright.PENANAegrOkyXDol
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂173Please respect copyright.PENANAmn3g7CtY1N
大概是這種想法吧173Please respect copyright.PENANA0XH5dVGpoT
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊173Please respect copyright.PENANAkTtc7zJlEr
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡173Please respect copyright.PENANAV5CUdJGZcp
會選在大家都看得到的地方173Please respect copyright.PENANAtVgEhnIxcU
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎173Please respect copyright.PENANA3V7RZQnW3n
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨173Please respect copyright.PENANAUBjIXsAvpw
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧173Please respect copyright.PENANAgyLVDZ10zu
我也是173Please respect copyright.PENANAMkG514fjzd