I wish I could understand why I feel this way387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpWTvKX8vD
Why flying doesn't feel the same 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0u3k8sHj7
And the lows don't seem to fade387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzmEwHg2xb
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA2wSxybJ1
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR0fWsCGNT
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsCe1k5PCG
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7XAHBFgb0
I'll convert this pain into something that works 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXRSeHjayc
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiZdbi9hvw
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF2fC595Dg
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MPAyrtB9S
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO3wgj8Z4G
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dR9ssUYLp
The breathing turns to drowning 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPzz6lI2Rk
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7MvCCIXRr
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc9apNSfkK
But no one welcomes me with open arms387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFIifWs8hA
Their love is fictitious 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXf6tKwAAJ
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqZJhtUHKc
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkVnCZe64g
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMu8ef33X5
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdEPuD0oKN
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xuOaY3LYZ
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1doODKxWwg
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RybzMzixP
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvrmhuyGZM
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQlM8RrVti
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVi5KEAnHb
They get their way, nothing remains the same387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC1sX4UtmV
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWqMxhCBXt
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdSxfebNYR
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukBYyiAoJp
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k0WDtyf7M
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2gRD6Ll89
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6k3i3hQ0C
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LHMsYmvL8
But full of myself and always on time 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EG7Aev95s
I admit that the crime is mine 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHFtBSTVOi
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3rSvCYm4s
The devil will lose his incentive 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOFxl2UD2H
The weak little girl, poisoned 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiCi65wq35
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnohst0atUM
Brick by brick 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVn8ZSqL8D3
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1I09K55da
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DyN9u2v6s
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIK7N122dx
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyBpXVeeKx
It's still right there 387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOqshOHHn1
The devil on my shoulder
and then Add to home screen.