Who am I?136Please respect copyright.PENANAjpLkPM5cuD
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.136Please respect copyright.PENANA6fs4dmTIIO
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.136Please respect copyright.PENANA9dMD1NQQw6
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.136Please respect copyright.PENANAUulPerHPhI
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.136Please respect copyright.PENANAqKBseTHZpy
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,136Please respect copyright.PENANAMawM8aA9Hs
but I feel like I’m stuck.136Please respect copyright.PENANAuheYlPcMn7
I don’t know what I want.136Please respect copyright.PENANA4FMArsLu9u
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...136Please respect copyright.PENANApxx6uv1HYQ
I want to have a dream.136Please respect copyright.PENANArhTkHBkn17
Have a goal.136Please respect copyright.PENANA4iV986d7GU
Try to achieve it...136Please respect copyright.PENANAk8shz4WulM
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.136Please respect copyright.PENANAk7i73q2pM1
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,136Please respect copyright.PENANA6oGrnEXMTR
I’m alone, trying to dream,136Please respect copyright.PENANAkDvkqU5mZy
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,136Please respect copyright.PENANAGcy1fTrnlL
after a long journey,136Please respect copyright.PENANAz6J4Incl0K
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...136Please respect copyright.PENANAwArAAFcH5d