Who am I?64Please respect copyright.PENANAaK4e17fq1y
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.64Please respect copyright.PENANAN36bDYJvSx
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.64Please respect copyright.PENANA5kDpECzn7D
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.64Please respect copyright.PENANAFJUvNeK68z
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,64Please respect copyright.PENANAQKQ9B8LCC7
but I feel like I’m stuck.64Please respect copyright.PENANAHgYfKvBnzb
I don’t know what I want.64Please respect copyright.PENANAfhuHz3YAZ7
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...64Please respect copyright.PENANAWgOsXj2rez
I want to have a dream.64Please respect copyright.PENANACDfZumWxvC
Have a goal.64Please respect copyright.PENANAIz25XaMr0s
Try to achieve it...64Please respect copyright.PENANAVZ8DEyPS5e
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.64Please respect copyright.PENANAFBxQTwM7f4
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,64Please respect copyright.PENANAXHHXls83Hs
I’m alone, trying to dream,64Please respect copyright.PENANAOsj5pS16o5
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,64Please respect copyright.PENANAeBOwPFqVl5
after a long journey,64Please respect copyright.PENANAn1DWABVBX5
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...64Please respect copyright.PENANArpvxHOUh23