「我的人生已經不需要你了。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkbwL7rUQt
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN4jgCZzaa
那句話砸下來的瞬間，她整個人像是被凍住了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcolgAup5Fa
肩膀無聲顫了一下，手指不由自主地收緊。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWQOx1EigE
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她以為自己只是旁觀。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYNLK41y2e
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不是主角，不是對象，只是走在他們旁邊的人。可以陪著，也可以被忽略。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3iIFjIczl
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可不知道為什麼，當他說「我的人生不需要你了」時，那種被劃開的感覺，也清楚地穿過了她的胸口。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUM5G7U2iA
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那句話，像冰一樣貼在胸口——讓她瞬間無法呼吸。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjCD5g2oru
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmGunXQKv9
太冷了，風雪打在臉上，她卻感覺不到溫度。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXnymIkQO3
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她不知道為什麼會這麼痛。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgJz8ls1Jo
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明明不是她的名字，明明他沒有看她一眼。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1l7x29GR0
可那句話落下的時候，她心裡有什麼一直藏著、沒敢觸碰的、沒想拆穿的東西，在這個寒冷的夜晚，被整塊連根拔起。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOBLxymShz
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一股空洞從心口炸開。身體還站著，靈魂卻開始往下陷。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl47oX4YlCl
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhZIMDXx6z
她甚至來不及想「為什麼」，情緒就先崩潰了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyriW6WDqAt
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7PywiG4EH
原來，有些話不是說給誰聽的——可偏偏誰聽見，誰就會受傷。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrvOYoo0sO
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jVEJ9tJlQ
她站著，像某種情感斷層的現場。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6WWE17y99
腦海一片空白，卻又被什麼東西撞開，瘋狂閃回過去的畫面——39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DBIpc8cw2
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6s3QqjeDZ
一瞬間，記憶全洩了出來。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qcwhC6WLz
那些她以為已經風乾的碎片，此刻卻鋒利得像刀子，割得她眼睛發酸、喉頭緊縮。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6KZVwHzPq
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIRANOpQ09
她記得，小時候的小凜其實一開始並沒有特別喜歡足球。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSHjdkkvzB
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaHXLiXJZN
他那時總是抱著恐龍和奧特曼，滿臉困惑地看著站在門口繫鞋帶的哥哥，一副搞不懂「足球哪裡好玩」的樣子。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEbhx0kwpb
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiKcnUGFvI
而冴，去練球前，總會回頭問待在家裡自己玩的弟弟：「要不要跟我一起去？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdHK7ZNvla
那語氣不像是在邀請，更像是習慣性地等弟弟跟上。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajX6XLT9KE
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI6RifhN1d
直到有一天，小凜在學校球場外，看見冴踢進一球——39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttCmExPMCM
乾淨俐落，從起跑線拉出的弧線，擦進球門右上角那一瞬間，網子鼓得像是驕傲地呼吸了一下。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuVigVn6z2
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylmsrn9DiN
「哥哥好帥。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwf3cqk7vO
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScDQh4wpcI
那是小凜當時唯一的評語。他眼睛發亮，第一次主動放下玩具，盯著球門，又轉頭看向場上的冴。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqx9bskfdn
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafFVrVEdB6
從那以後，他每次都帶著玩具，跟在冴身後去練習場。玩沒幾分鐘，目光就會悄悄飄向哥哥。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV22jovGlM
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFCf4ULYDB
直到某次，他再也忍不住，衝進場裡去接哥哥的球——39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1XfWzFjoP
而冴，在小凜胡亂闖入球場、在眾人一片罵聲之中——看見了弟弟的天賦。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uHKvrVVRr
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIde13R55Jg
從那天起，小凜開始每天背著球袋，跟哥哥一起出門，一起練到天黑。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0vJohY8ai
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZzNWW8jvQ
冴從來不對弟弟兇。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLVFhFypgW
他嘴巴再毒，對其他人再冷淡，對小凜卻總是耐心得像另一個人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfoFFtyOi5
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQByubDWdq
他會蹲下來幫小凜調整步伐，教他鎖膝射門的角度；比賽後會幫他貼肌貼、揉腳踝。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQoI1kIIR7
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAsZepOfie
有人罵小凜踢不好，他第一個站出來擋下，冷冷地說：「他是我弟，輸也得我來罵。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx0wqUDL2Y
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq4m2DJmEj
那時候，她總覺得他們不像哥哥和弟弟，是像兩顆並行的星，一起轉動著某種還未來臨的命運。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE5a1xZ7Aw
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjBmwgEY2r
小凜那時常常說——39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYmz7YAvzw
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ5B43Chqy
「我也想像哥哥一樣帥。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JB4Z9cxki
「我也想被哥哥說一句——踢得不錯。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMyGwiuPmn
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO1ncGIQYf
她知道，那些話不是為了博取認可。而是因為——冴就是小凜想成為的大人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicyQ9cOBDr
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC51oLuG2w
她記得那樣的冴：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMS27Thd4V
拿到RE·AL邀請函時不是先開心，而是先問：「他弟弟呢？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz7ff84e8N
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkLPjrkhak
她也記得——他總把為數不多的零用錢全拿去買冰棒給小凜吃，像把全世界的好都攢著、把全部的好都留給那個人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWipYf3oagh
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「你只是運氣好，投胎成了我弟。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrCg3jvMRR
「我的人生不需要你了。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LDtbfiCUS
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoCCceC8Th
可現在，這樣的哥哥，說出那些話時，眼神裡一點情緒都沒有。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXO0R7blAh
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yYq0oecXY
太不像了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDTd3gecXh
那不是她認識的冴。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAtGbNIchU
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她再怎麼回憶，那份溫柔與保護都還在，只是現在卻變成了利刃，狠狠割開了彼此的距離。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE7DBa46ly
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhXCYMcygf
她從來沒看過他那麼冷的樣子。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWG0ZYLtDW
像被什麼東西逼得太緊太深，才會用這樣的話把一切推遠，推到誰都不敢靠近。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjIHWJHBMo
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIKIVVnUXT
她完全認不出這樣的他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgYDOQ1E0Y
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmtWBSYG6c
震驚、困惑、無能為力。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHrj5Iyiae
不只是弟弟被拒絕了——她也一樣。在這場雪裡，被他一刀劃開，拒絕了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU9bDBxT13
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEw5aaUvai
只是，她晚了一步才懂。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3iF9RDA6E
只是——他沒說出口而已。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F4XPVpFcU
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaTdmuQxnP
現在，他一個人，越走越遠。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ08KK4KVZq
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYAX5u1kB2
她明知道只要抬腳就能追上，可就是動不了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yE4aFtnLI
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3JiaP9qCj
她站在雪中，一步也沒動，只剩下雪落在她帽子上、肩膀上、心上——像一層層壓下來的沉默，把她釘死在原地。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFqu04SIcz
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtM6Jw4AtD
一片雪掉進她眼裡，她顫抖地眨了眨。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRUGXgtO79
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他走遠了。背影沒停下，連一眼都沒有回頭。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uebR9xY6D
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexueI1BFvK
「⋯⋯冴。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxEMXufQm4
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMeqllwhAE
她低聲喚了一下，聲音小得幾乎被風雪吞沒。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnkWKhIXsr
星野莉奈沒有哭。她只是站在那裡。某種早該凍結的情感終於碎成冰塊，散落在漫天大雪裡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1NbpkfyVA
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6m5Bn84ol
她看向前方——那個蹲坐在地上的背影。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZP22xpWfn
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmTJQXOBue
小凜。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhOafYpgdP
他沒有起身，也沒有轉頭，只是一直垂著頭，整個人都被剛才那番話壓垮了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ULNmjmYke
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lzytC5KGt
這場雪夜裡，崩塌的不只是兄弟之間的夢想，還有很多東西——那些話，不只刺進小凜心裡，也像利刃一樣，插進她從沒說出口的期望裡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxkqpwTPol
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS30TmrAUzE
原來不是只有她覺得痛。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChcskYifGs
原來，小凜也一直在撐——只是從沒說出口。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxduSxIiVR2
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZpxgdIjoC
哪怕再痛也不吭聲；39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FyjXjj5u3
哪怕隊友不理解，他還是用哥哥的方式踢球；39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSpacpKPGG
哪怕整支隊伍都在變，他還是想成為那個不讓哥哥失望的人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFUNkW9m5D
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrCe4z2d0P
他只是，用了和她不一樣的方式，在撐著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVu9wGRUBTB
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0C5tyBBYc
她看著他瑟縮著的背影，忽然發現，小凜——只是一直拚命裝得像哥哥一樣強。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2olxSzAB6
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS6VgMsvGk
可現在，那個他努力模仿、無條件信任的「哥哥」，卻對他說出了最殘酷的話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2KwcNDz8R
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvybkY8jxoR
星野莉奈吸了口氣，慢慢邁開腳步，踏進雪地。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInf7esJxfq
她沒有先追那個離開的人——她走向糸師凜，像是先確保有人不會就這樣倒在雪裡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMp6ogviy3
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjBmZEzePW
她蹲下身，什麼都沒說。只是輕輕撿起他丟在場邊的外套，披在他的肩頭，把帽子拉起來幫他蓋住頭。然後用手掌輕輕拍拍他的背。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxh015yL89
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtZ2aLZOw1
像是在說：我知道你很難過，我也一樣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiVUlquvG5
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vewjV0g9s
雪還在下。她沒有催他，也沒有說那些會讓人更難受的安慰話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEfXkEOP9l
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Rw4vTJkNo
她只是陪著他，靜靜地，讓這場雪先落完。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XzIyMpdsl
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiPDCSlIfI
——然後，她會去找他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2i1fQ6xZh
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw4C2eVl5C
那個說出「我的人生不需要你了」的人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKIZIVzdqq
那個，現在比誰都更像是失去了什麼的人。
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C3KqxhMO2
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