「我的人生已經不需要你了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ39laZ2bOq
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx1mkrQsiC
那句話砸下來的瞬間，她整個人像是被凍住了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB2fzoKkv5
肩膀無聲顫了一下，手指不由自主地收緊。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPsiXrKLCH
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她以為自己只是旁觀。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCUAFujyXr
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvSOeEhpLM
不是主角，不是對象，只是走在他們旁邊的人。可以陪著，也可以被忽略。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlzgZItaZH
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmsmRVBlpY
可不知道為什麼，當他說「我的人生不需要你了」時，那種被劃開的感覺，也清楚地穿過了她的胸口。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡis3RDPSCJv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHK9LUC5vT
那句話，像冰一樣貼在胸口——讓她瞬間無法呼吸。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWdBqWGAne
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXndM4bUZP
太冷了，風雪打在臉上，她卻感覺不到溫度。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuV4k99jox
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUT74olryT
她不知道為什麼會這麼痛。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUgjWKyhvG
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLPUa6fDvd
明明不是她的名字，明明他沒有看她一眼。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CGyEmxjAu
可那句話落下的時候，她心裡有什麼一直藏著、沒敢觸碰的、沒想拆穿的東西，在這個寒冷的夜晚，被整塊連根拔起。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRNGiI3Hdi
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpoVhBf1CH
一股空洞從心口炸開。身體還站著，靈魂卻開始往下陷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvxB4ki28n
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她甚至來不及想「為什麼」，情緒就先崩潰了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFm3eNXyz6
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQP4JvrK6e
原來，有些話不是說給誰聽的——可偏偏誰聽見，誰就會受傷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA6JX1jFLc
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHiYPWebXh
她站著，像某種情感斷層的現場。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2xAw0RDvO
腦海一片空白，卻又被什麼東西撞開，瘋狂閃回過去的畫面——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXfUK4O2uv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWAqinxBdi
一瞬間，記憶全洩了出來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RRWP46ZDN
那些她以為已經風乾的碎片，此刻卻鋒利得像刀子，割得她眼睛發酸、喉頭緊縮。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeESkf73zz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDCFOjMbo8
她記得，小時候的小凜其實一開始並沒有特別喜歡足球。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiP0PIsshV
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC76LmWpVp
他那時總是抱著恐龍和奧特曼，滿臉困惑地看著站在門口繫鞋帶的哥哥，一副搞不懂「足球哪裡好玩」的樣子。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwRaketFQT
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tNvun2uNW
而冴，去練球前，總會回頭問待在家裡自己玩的弟弟：「要不要跟我一起去？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLjcWsa261
那語氣不像是在邀請，更像是習慣性地等弟弟跟上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ2LFtmNXB
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEqtvtl8yv
直到有一天，小凜在學校球場外，看見冴踢進一球——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Kre6QcaVZ
乾淨俐落，從起跑線拉出的弧線，擦進球門右上角那一瞬間，網子鼓得像是驕傲地呼吸了一下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jMFDtMj3E
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LCFKJpiwK
「哥哥好帥。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW89lCG8ux
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuWaCOISat
那是小凜當時唯一的評語。他眼睛發亮，第一次主動放下玩具，盯著球門，又轉頭看向場上的冴。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJmlbYNFSw
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLymA8EKBVb
從那以後，他每次都帶著玩具，跟在冴身後去練習場。玩沒幾分鐘，目光就會悄悄飄向哥哥。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoRyLMGWXe
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRSsIf80Xs
直到某次，他再也忍不住，衝進場裡去接哥哥的球——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhEhGgeMAP
而冴，在小凜胡亂闖入球場、在眾人一片罵聲之中——看見了弟弟的天賦。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6qp4XKhx3
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eXMmOoWZr
從那天起，小凜開始每天背著球袋，跟哥哥一起出門，一起練到天黑。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNXm42C75n
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSoEdmli7A
冴從來不對弟弟兇。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BhcWV2GlM
他嘴巴再毒，對其他人再冷淡，對小凜卻總是耐心得像另一個人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcAakQYcKb
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWibHKWXncC
他會蹲下來幫小凜調整步伐，教他鎖膝射門的角度；比賽後會幫他貼肌貼、揉腳踝。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwf5oAM0gt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBXww7Ac8g
有人罵小凜踢不好，他第一個站出來擋下，冷冷地說：「他是我弟，輸也得我來罵。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5caxcTHdNW
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ9WdzOjYJ
那時候，她總覺得他們不像哥哥和弟弟，是像兩顆並行的星，一起轉動著某種還未來臨的命運。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUKUTscBJk
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuafkleNwI
小凜那時常常說——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YgnL3KYGL
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgcEDKoGnw
「我也想像哥哥一樣帥。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWoMmnfOYz
「我也想被哥哥說一句——踢得不錯。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt02kEZuIzY
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIMkiwlZt2
她知道，那些話不是為了博取認可。而是因為——冴就是小凜想成為的大人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdUozCXApG
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIITJPWJt0
她記得那樣的冴：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM06CEjjXIR
拿到RE·AL邀請函時不是先開心，而是先問：「他弟弟呢？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4mw87F6yl
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZz7aO7J6p
她也記得——他總把為數不多的零用錢全拿去買冰棒給小凜吃，像把全世界的好都攢著、把全部的好都留給那個人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg8JJ9Wm0l
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9qqhALCyh
「你只是運氣好，投胎成了我弟。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKG69iFcWA
「我的人生不需要你了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGC3wb9vSo
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzMHhI5Dhb
可現在，這樣的哥哥，說出那些話時，眼神裡一點情緒都沒有。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLTjlXMyro
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmJPwLYp1h
太不像了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoGO3No1Ts
那不是她認識的冴。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHMGrQ8ZYi
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cYiXaHtDk
她再怎麼回憶，那份溫柔與保護都還在，只是現在卻變成了利刃，狠狠割開了彼此的距離。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxAqywH7Fa
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJfjH57Ax9
她從來沒看過他那麼冷的樣子。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEnCgqu0aZ
像被什麼東西逼得太緊太深，才會用這樣的話把一切推遠，推到誰都不敢靠近。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q7oVzfiVa
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9808cyG28
她完全認不出這樣的他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanEOw9y1BN
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMnhX4vgDQ
震驚、困惑、無能為力。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3HwgDPsgI
不只是弟弟被拒絕了——她也一樣。在這場雪裡，被他一刀劃開，拒絕了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONTsJhIiY6
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxng17EerZx
只是，她晚了一步才懂。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jVqqn8oIP
只是——他沒說出口而已。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsKraUKitZ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U0u6aY4jK
現在，他一個人，越走越遠。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySrp5cROur
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuk5PjEiE1
她明知道只要抬腳就能追上，可就是動不了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A9Y0GOefJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqlLCtVVeC
她站在雪中，一步也沒動，只剩下雪落在她帽子上、肩膀上、心上——像一層層壓下來的沉默，把她釘死在原地。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ol3JqFgDN
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuElanNliG
一片雪掉進她眼裡，她顫抖地眨了眨。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBEsozBcNy
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle2fzzP6iJ
他走遠了。背影沒停下，連一眼都沒有回頭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tkfRJ1Vap
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbo9MUkRwc
「⋯⋯冴。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7m6Kan90o
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJixA7rPRh
她低聲喚了一下，聲音小得幾乎被風雪吞沒。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeslGEk9yQ
星野莉奈沒有哭。她只是站在那裡。某種早該凍結的情感終於碎成冰塊，散落在漫天大雪裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdg22cQ8O2
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel002i0jEE
她看向前方——那個蹲坐在地上的背影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6C7wHCGwv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvA66HUj5p
小凜。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHcYJrNKrb
他沒有起身，也沒有轉頭，只是一直垂著頭，整個人都被剛才那番話壓垮了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvSNGmgLTI
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslr2iUviEm
這場雪夜裡，崩塌的不只是兄弟之間的夢想，還有很多東西——那些話，不只刺進小凜心裡，也像利刃一樣，插進她從沒說出口的期望裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwQT5QzVmO
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCutOXzVEKk
原來不是只有她覺得痛。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5nn5ixGe0
原來，小凜也一直在撐——只是從沒說出口。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2TZdYHjHl
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe32yCp7UEu
哪怕再痛也不吭聲；38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRyetqCl9b
哪怕隊友不理解，他還是用哥哥的方式踢球；38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWXWyPaCrY
哪怕整支隊伍都在變，他還是想成為那個不讓哥哥失望的人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS5kvVqLCT
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9vCLCXuER
他只是，用了和她不一樣的方式，在撐著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhP1JKJdf6T
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpz5iD1GQO
她看著他瑟縮著的背影，忽然發現，小凜——只是一直拚命裝得像哥哥一樣強。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXBrnozJj3
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUMzsgkR6k
可現在，那個他努力模仿、無條件信任的「哥哥」，卻對他說出了最殘酷的話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMMRiGQTv5
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMfFlwlMiA
星野莉奈吸了口氣，慢慢邁開腳步，踏進雪地。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn6qSWZJA5
她沒有先追那個離開的人——她走向糸師凜，像是先確保有人不會就這樣倒在雪裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyeiLSML9U
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuYXXo4iYr
她蹲下身，什麼都沒說。只是輕輕撿起他丟在場邊的外套，披在他的肩頭，把帽子拉起來幫他蓋住頭。然後用手掌輕輕拍拍他的背。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUassUEEnv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOvIQKpdj9
像是在說：我知道你很難過，我也一樣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJZKx2SuZu
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupElNVydVd
雪還在下。她沒有催他，也沒有說那些會讓人更難受的安慰話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOPBBQtriA
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPu5G7Rpjs
她只是陪著他，靜靜地，讓這場雪先落完。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYstszQbuj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSlPaIXDZr
——然後，她會去找他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRqYD1hjAp
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt7ObpgYnX
那個說出「我的人生不需要你了」的人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZgBBT2EBl
那個，現在比誰都更像是失去了什麼的人。
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