副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYoLzB8lFXG
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。45Please respect copyright.PENANArUszHDtZTV
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。45Please respect copyright.PENANAD9dKAy8cDh
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白衣、青髮。45Please respect copyright.PENANAqBVkn2iTOn
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。45Please respect copyright.PENANAf7iVMsmb8G
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。45Please respect copyright.PENANAOZpMONE2zZ
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。45Please respect copyright.PENANAGy6vqCOA8i
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她抬頭,看見我。45Please respect copyright.PENANAxSxYaCvek8
隔着光、隔着人群。45Please respect copyright.PENANASutp2mOhoC
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnE1IMtYOFe
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。45Please respect copyright.PENANAOdcLrcY05U
#兩組劇組撞景#45Please respect copyright.PENANAwpuwMD538j
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#45Please respect copyright.PENANAoirBtmZh7Q
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。45Please respect copyright.PENANASQ8hmxl4Hp
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAGLiS5SjmGu
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQtDae9EOaU
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】45Please respect copyright.PENANAvWMuUYFheS
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnbv5x5FME5
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】45Please respect copyright.PENANAbZMyTudaeC
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。45Please respect copyright.PENANACtg6ihdzsX
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】45Please respect copyright.PENANAweHXfNvHOS
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】45Please respect copyright.PENANAtN1KaNDWCz
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbpOswXmqBA
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbsZ0UQI9wR
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。45Please respect copyright.PENANAS95NkxqQA7
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAXqXbSgVHUv
我往前一步,她沒退。45Please respect copyright.PENANAmSRcQOGl1G
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKLoHrDoCji
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。45Please respect copyright.PENANALGTyuq01PF
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。45Please respect copyright.PENANA15KG3guupA
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。45Please respect copyright.PENANAvgSH5xDhu2
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。45Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5cPRnBrYp
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。45Please respect copyright.PENANAXtSEiym1gl
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】45Please respect copyright.PENANA9w98RVyUKG
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。45Please respect copyright.PENANAhM6hQdpiTY
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。45Please respect copyright.PENANAysDGSA71sU
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。45Please respect copyright.PENANAuAZxe38ZFw
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。45Please respect copyright.PENANAfx3KLfWSoE
我傳了三條訊息:45Please respect copyright.PENANAAXq3aURj6c
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】45Please respect copyright.PENANAI0GZ0UyEcu
【我只是送她一程。】45Please respect copyright.PENANA11mYRXXcsj
【別多想。】45Please respect copyright.PENANADyy62xvtbo
她己讀,不回。45Please respect copyright.PENANAIOmv7mvFZ4
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。45Please respect copyright.PENANAvlFX7vm7FS
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。45Please respect copyright.PENANA3AlccabyQe
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。45Please respect copyright.PENANAMntVMujoSU
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。45Please respect copyright.PENANArThMwdAU1h
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKwyBovVaW4
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAMPw4lL1bWw
她點頭:「你也是。」45Please respect copyright.PENANADW7hGFr4yk
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。45Please respect copyright.PENANALs4IxXqNyk
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。45Please respect copyright.PENANAzNsTjatZPD
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。45Please respect copyright.PENANAEF9odpuozV
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。45Please respect copyright.PENANAqBGJLcbVuX
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。45Please respect copyright.PENANA5XxW6ydBLR
「你怎麼在這?」她問。45Please respect copyright.PENANATNk9ouWGGL
「來看妳。」我說。45Please respect copyright.PENANAI2I8DTEq28
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAsA2VbxfANG
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAEE4fMRCXEs
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」45Please respect copyright.PENANA5LHt9dQWSd
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAeFNsNUahgj
她怔在那裏。45Please respect copyright.PENANAIZSeYr39MN
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKFKpPNk4rR
我往前一步,她沒退。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0iTVDkpNE
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPvp0m8c165
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAsau4qH63aU
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。45Please respect copyright.PENANArWVAYiDy6w
那笑裏有風,也有光。45Please respect copyright.PENANA3AQw5p8MpM
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。45Please respect copyright.PENANAL54p2f2iPf
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。45Please respect copyright.PENANA5zS3otIhqQ
但我知道,那不只是戲。45Please respect copyright.PENANAT4kSZiMEoN
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAkHIbERdy3U
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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