副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。54Please respect copyright.PENANABv3cUSIlCu
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAkmXAT3knKg
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。54Please respect copyright.PENANAVfSgYMOpV8
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAzORKbiO1RI
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。54Please respect copyright.PENANAhGReMwOzyz
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。54Please respect copyright.PENANAVIScqZND96
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。54Please respect copyright.PENANAdiXu2hUF42
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。54Please respect copyright.PENANAhuZPtWgmY3
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。54Please respect copyright.PENANAK3b0oqdVY7
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。54Please respect copyright.PENANA7uwoiXbNkG
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。54Please respect copyright.PENANA9MyCksxezQ
不真實,卻讓人記住。54Please respect copyright.PENANAdCN6bPVZNB
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。54Please respect copyright.PENANAWPALdyq6ex
#兩組劇組撞景#54Please respect copyright.PENANAV6yWBT6JyN
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#54Please respect copyright.PENANAgiRvJBjm4n
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。54Please respect copyright.PENANAdQijIE8DBc
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」54Please respect copyright.PENANAlUPK3c5mzb
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAytV7135wZA
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但那一夜,我失眠。54Please respect copyright.PENANAz6NM2lrQVp
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。54Please respect copyright.PENANA8bqxdjHCWg
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】54Please respect copyright.PENANAB8BsBh14HL
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。54Please respect copyright.PENANAg0le3bEr3e
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。54Please respect copyright.PENANAPcc8b1xV7R
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】54Please respect copyright.PENANADM6JKCMfw3
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】54Please respect copyright.PENANAJWiobfHMoq
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】54Please respect copyright.PENANAcTvJUx1mLG
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。54Please respect copyright.PENANA6cZhZvlg6U
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。54Please respect copyright.PENANAaNMBJJkszd
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAwKohfrY9fs
我往前一步,他也往前一步。54Please respect copyright.PENANAbwMtbpSAfy
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。54Please respect copyright.PENANAlon7SYiDoc
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」54Please respect copyright.PENANASsAlPmFsXp
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ8M5x1tio
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA6X96ijiT8T
那句話,我記了很久。54Please respect copyright.PENANAKl9n1plURv
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。54Please respect copyright.PENANAXx2grWN83x
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。54Please respect copyright.PENANAeVA3HYWOdm
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。54Please respect copyright.PENANAappDHh2qiX
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。54Please respect copyright.PENANA7DlUyOyQlS
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然後,那件事發生了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvDA1UnBdKp
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。54Please respect copyright.PENANAl58mDlsIOV
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】54Please respect copyright.PENANAj7cF2FX6MT
新聞底下全是評論:54Please respect copyright.PENANA2Jdvwv5WOq
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」54Please respect copyright.PENANASZWEXQD9mO
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。54Please respect copyright.PENANA6jwwfcL3WO
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。54Please respect copyright.PENANA9dpLOjho1V
他傳來訊息。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvAWWqNCtxh
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】54Please respect copyright.PENANALuTUpHRcnl
【我只是送她一程。】54Please respect copyright.PENANAPVcdkpZvZ2
【別多想。】54Please respect copyright.PENANAgbsZPIDjpp
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。54Please respect copyright.PENANAhXQ1NFJDTJ
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。54Please respect copyright.PENANACHB6xhpO6N
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後來,他真的來找我。54Please respect copyright.PENANAUgMlY90bL0
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。54Please respect copyright.PENANALDFFPDuKFH
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。54Please respect copyright.PENANAuMNLceB3oP
「妳辛苦了。」他說。54Please respect copyright.PENANAVIfcHwNVkY
我笑:「你也是。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAAaJnlUEz6B
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。54Please respect copyright.PENANAbbOKQKdHLx
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。54Please respect copyright.PENANAboJmpQFeCQ
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。54Please respect copyright.PENANA0XHgKNL0dL
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。54Please respect copyright.PENANAjtKSkZ8is8
「你怎麼在這?」我問。54Please respect copyright.PENANArvNzALcSei
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。54Please respect copyright.PENANARAC4if1HTD
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAFM1oI34TCs
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」54Please respect copyright.PENANApgzcqFbJkf
「為什麼?」54Please respect copyright.PENANABgSqyunW5E
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAekuaJY7K4B
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvZDy9Fbas3
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAq7nUZwbgEz
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。54Please respect copyright.PENANAo79Xnb9JMl
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。54Please respect copyright.PENANARjV6emjzYw
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。54Please respect copyright.PENANAmTRqwbbEo5
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。54Please respect copyright.PENANA2g07ywg4eq
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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