Hridhi Chatterjee:
If I were to describe my mother, I would use only one word--146Please respect copyright.PENANAKvpAbzBfBq
Perfection.146Please respect copyright.PENANAxdjHaT7f35
She was literally perfect. In grace, intellect and sense.146Please respect copyright.PENANAyWcyOgelfw
She looked like a tragically defeated princess draped in velvet and silk and cut open with a shiny silver dagger glistening with a red, perfectly red and perfectly shaped little drop of blood.146Please respect copyright.PENANA7FnZVe8M6a
So perfectly human. So perfectly who I always wanted to be.146Please respect copyright.PENANAQMVkNWmnXN
She was so nice. So good. So polite. So...I don't know...perfect?
It was totally like how the bots commented on every channel,146Please respect copyright.PENANAoUIzpcWuk2
'She is a perfect combination of beauty annd grace. So inspiring!' Followed by a whirlpool of pink emojis.146Please respect copyright.PENANAnRfPAXwTLQ
Maybe I had a secret, a petty dark secret : I was jealous of my own mother.146Please respect copyright.PENANAgZYMIrevBL
You know why?146Please respect copyright.PENANAj4tSW1BWH6
It was because she was always..always right.146Please respect copyright.PENANALDAkrasU95
And there was only one ambition in my whole stinking life: To prove her wrong.
The moment I thought of pressing the publish button, I knew the outcome the way I knew the back of my hand.146Please respect copyright.PENANAxOJKeMStPd
It was that obvious.146Please respect copyright.PENANAOuGxyHIXIv
I texted my mother the next second:146Please respect copyright.PENANAa74gjuP60t
Spare key under mat.
Maybe she would notice, right after she had cleaned the entire house for 6 times and dusted the shelves like my father's perfect wife.146Please respect copyright.PENANAs6VcRXCvsK
I silenced my phone right after that. My cameraman looked at me with dovelike eyes.146Please respect copyright.PENANAhDoGL6qTS7
"What's up?"146Please respect copyright.PENANAlmkWiSAruH
I shrugged my shoulders like the directors at Marvel movies lying about a new release any time soon.146Please respect copyright.PENANA3nWjtf3qaA
Jake even insisted on taking me to the bar. And at last, I finally agreed. He drove me to the nearest one. It had a lively atmosphere. People here were damn serious about drinking, I must say. So many people. So many dim colored shirt. Such randomly mixed scents lingering in the air.146Please respect copyright.PENANAThQILcHsER
The bar was buzzing with lights.146Please respect copyright.PENANA6BZL2HaFsV
Red.146Please respect copyright.PENANAnZc2C5MqyN
Blue146Please respect copyright.PENANAyhukXqh1wv
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I smiled at Jake while he paid the bill. His cheeks were red, like the sweet guys like him go with cheap champagne.146Please respect copyright.PENANAxWENw1iMJT
"Let me buy you another one," I offered.146Please respect copyright.PENANAgyUIaodZls
He protested.146Please respect copyright.PENANABVt5XtasCC
"Perhaps next time. Anyway, will I drop you home?"146Please respect copyright.PENANAh46cB7HUl3
I shook my head, my phone vibrating against my thighs.146Please respect copyright.PENANAt5GMlhv98Y
Not now. Please. I was not ready for her lecture.
"Issues?" Jake asked me.146Please respect copyright.PENANAwTpnhyFzZt
I shook my head again and cast a fake smile.146Please respect copyright.PENANADjsXo7UwBb
"Goodnight, Jake."
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I looked at my doorstep. He was not home. Thank God, he was not home. I finally took a deep breath, like a child famishing the absence of Their math teacher.146Please respect copyright.PENANANWGEbg1zC3
I took out my key. But unfortunately, it was unlocked.146Please respect copyright.PENANAAWkTKA2OuU
And it was opened ajar, waiting, like the way a lion waits hours and hours for the zebra to come closer.146Please respect copyright.PENANAbFkdz4xBW0
I felt like that zebra.146Please respect copyright.PENANA1dFcLdJOsc
I found myself face to face with my parents sitting in the living room.
"Why weren’t you picking up your phone, Hridhi?" asked my mother, her phone on the coffee table.146Please respect copyright.PENANAWk2hNBqrB1
"Oh, ma, I was actually in a really important meeting with the camera crew."146Please respect copyright.PENANAOLbapL3zNw
I was trembling without any reason because my mother had big eyes and stared at me as if she could see my tar black soul.146Please respect copyright.PENANA60Jd0RVIW6
My father however, looked at his phone. Facebook still hadn’t been outdated in Bengal, I guess.
"Hridhi, I can bet that you were in the bar," said my mother. "Sit down. Sit beside me."146Please respect copyright.PENANAtokg0a0OLP
She gestured me to the empty Ottoman in front of her and I sat like the obedient little kid she had raised.146Please respect copyright.PENANAeiP6p3YId4
She glared at my father before she continued,146Please respect copyright.PENANA4ugjgLZXCM
"Will you explain what just happened?"146Please respect copyright.PENANAxLgeffwYMl
I explained. From his hands on her waist and him fucking her at hotels. I had proof. I said I had his transaction receipts amd everything. Journalists had access to things like that. CCTV footages are our left hand and fishing out answers from stubborn people was our right.146Please respect copyright.PENANAJWQ3aj7HLE
After I had finished, my mother stared at the ceiling. She was in thinking mode. Deep thinking mode.146Please respect copyright.PENANAUbIudb5Z0M
And the uncomfortable silence was something my father hadn’t gotten used to.146Please respect copyright.PENANAU91zEvnwHu
"We can wait till Advik arrives, Hiya,"146Please respect copyright.PENANA6VWvOp3epf
"No," interrupted my mother.146Please respect copyright.PENANAimE6AKCUrO
"Hridhi, let's talk in your room."146Please respect copyright.PENANAJgNiDLlZ39
I followed her to my room. I knew why. She wouldn’t be able to keep her cool with my father's constant questions that I stored inside my stomach.
"Ma, I have one and only thing to say. I am leaving him." I said. "Look, all the powerful women out there divorce their cheat of a husband and lives happily ever after."146Please respect copyright.PENANA9lhKDWqzQ9
"This is not how it works, Hridhi. You have my blood in you. This is not how marriages work."146Please respect copyright.PENANAzpWBN9SgNE
"Ma, he literally cheated on me!"146Please respect copyright.PENANAq96KHwD4Xx
My mother smiled.146Please respect copyright.PENANA7MpbwjfdPq
"Come on, Hridhi, don't pretend to be a saint. You are also dating guys like a whore."146Please respect copyright.PENANAWkl7gnnyow
"Wait, at least I didn't slee--"146Please respect copyright.PENANAHawRP5NXPY
"Hridhi, I have seen the world for a longer time. You came from ME. I know that you are obsessed with him. Don't lie."146Please respect copyright.PENANAat7SCjvkiH
Her words struck me like lightning in the sky. Fire burnt through my blood vessels. I wanted to lash at her. Burn her. Throw spit at her and tell her it was NOT TRUE.146Please respect copyright.PENANAL9YVSzaPQO
"I hate him, ma. I don't like him."146Please respect copyright.PENANATk3KW6kGRf
"So lame, Hridhi. You are still not convincing enough. You are more like convincing yourself."146Please respect copyright.PENANAWG9ekRRnQZ
"No, ma! You are wrong like you always are."146Please respect copyright.PENANA9ntCuQd577
Just then, the door bell rang and my heart almost bursted out of its ribs.146Please respect copyright.PENANAJ70hMAYcYT
"Perfect!" said my mother. "Advik is here."146Please respect copyright.PENANATW6CwFIRi6
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