Advik Dey:
Did she post it? 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeylVv2SJhO
Another 10 minutes of scrolling past her blogs and then...264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lic5MiTOd
silence. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQoIJ8zGg6
Again the sensation gnawed at me. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fhW22Axji
What if it was a BBC article?
I spent another thirty minutes searching for BBC articles under her name.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9WpqzyrH0
Still, nothing.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93BW7gu2uA
Fuck!264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPvT3MVekq
Why was she taking so long? 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i7VCUDdgp
Was she still thinking? Or, was she busty interviewing my mistress? 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfM88Q7Zru
I paced my chambers up and down. Up and down. My polished shoes against the floors that stunk with antiseptic.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekQJYA3x9z
Suddenly, I felt like Anne Bloyen, the second wife of Henry III. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAPt8rOoJt
I had been watching that movie for too long I guess.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFffKB5FWaa
Anne was just like me, asking everyone, 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GuRc1VEpu
“When shall I die?”264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2nW8qdd62
It was so frustrating. I could feel it in my bones. If I had someone, I would have still asked, 'Why Couldn't she post it right now? When will I be ruined?'
Like, seriously, it would feel 10 times less worse now that I was prepared to hear whatever the public will hear about me. About my supposed infidelity.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5Bl8mf5aV
Another check at her instagram stories.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8ZRkNN8jJ
Still nothing.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwdZxiEPaw
Fucking nothing!264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03YrZCeknh
Just then, the door of my chambers opened and Larisa entered.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99lTD1OU4x
"Dr.Dey, there is another board meeting."264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVslN654p6
I pocketed my phone amd followed her, regretting each step I took. But I had no way. I had such a bad luck that I couldn’t even watch my own downfall.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRfWaW0l98
The board meeting would cease my phone for hours.
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By the time I was back, the clock struck 2 PM.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlIXYK3tA8
I took my phone out and was already greeted by notifications. Hundreds of them.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBs8lxVjl2
My fingers trembled. My eyes burnt. What had the bitch planned for me?
I scrolled past the bottom of the 'Fuck u's and the usual 'You don't deserve her'.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLQYuCXeyr
There it was.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDkMR3nSll
She posted a picture of me and her from our highschool. Where did she get this picture? I never remembered noticing her beside me. She smiled at the camera, her braces shining in the flash of the camera.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7IEvCDSia
In the bottom of the picture, she wrote:
I knew, the moment he kept it closed,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ6ytFGbno
the visions naked in my eyes, kept composed.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gF2s3P1Yx
Even though it still burns, I had known,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4bDdlEq17
The sun still burnt, the world kept moving on.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznKutncAXa
Our world is breaking and I know it's a token,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr0sf0DJ5o
Of the way we have been--me swollen now heartbroken.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxgmZdlGk9
You eyes are now the shiny starry night,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxp9Kn3b9M
Gazing at the evening star as it shines bright.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFLmp0MA0D
And I was a dim comet, millions of. years old,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzCR9g94hV
Why wouldn’t he leave when he found gold?264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRyujenuUb
I would have known in any way,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UtTEcT2a2
there’s no use choosing different ways.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOteGUn3NsR
Knowing never hurts but finding always would.
She even tagged me. Like a fucking warning.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuULAPQ1Ua
I just forgot that she had the power to do everything. Literally everything. Without even lifting a finger.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rdpd52myW
I almost collapsed on my desk. Lots if DMs flooded through my phone.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSQHBOIhXw
Friends, long time acquaintances, relatives I knew.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RrYQeLuD5
Everyone asked,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gFavkdzCI
"Why did u do that?"264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCPAbP2OJG
Maybe I shouldn’t have slapped her last night. She knew. She already knew. She always knew.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRJJhDLV0j
But she also must know that...that it was wrong.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTmKrXH1pl
She knew that. I knew that.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAKzIijVDZ
She dated a guy. A guy I had always wanted to be.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdm0xMOTl7
She Didn't sleep with him but at least, at least...they kissed.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFuWiUDo5w
And I chose the different way. My phone screen lit up.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTJu8bh43f
Ma264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdOExc0h7e
I received the call.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZWhZVj3nK
"Look, ma, it was a--"264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMJhArbBOI
"Shut up, Advik. Just shut up!"264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz4gIrX1S1
She cut me off.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51Dj6c3mzP
"Listen to me, listen to me very carefully, Advik."264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ3WWmMxCK
I nodded. I always listen to her. And look what listening to her turned my life into.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphw4FCMYQy
A fucking hell.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy9Sng6GCQ
"I'm all years. What will I do?"264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaGaF2wF76
She sighed.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRteWc3wRkD
"Advik, I know that you don't like her. And I Don't like her too. But you have to act like a loving--"264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCD8zXRjAa
"I Won't do that."264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWhBrBD29e
"Advik, my son, she is powerful. Really powerful. She is successful and beautiful,"264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3VDY5GZ8V
"Are you simping for her?"264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbVo7iQfUH
"I'm stating facts. You are the perfect match. You two are popular in our area. No matter what happens, you havve to stay together."264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFPGr8RGPv
"But I don't love her, Ma! I hate her. I fucking hate her. Why are you ruining my life with...fame..money and popularity? Who cares?"264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcJ0La5WFU
I looked at my phone. She had already cut the call.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGzheBFDBB
Oh, how wonderful my life was! Even my own mother sold me to that bitch for...perfection.
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and then Add to home screen.