Advik Dey:
Did she post it? 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUeay7Os7r
Another 10 minutes of scrolling past her blogs and then...201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1DB6uoChO
silence. 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeHfivfVER
Again the sensation gnawed at me. 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYIiTVMdk8
What if it was a BBC article?
I spent another thirty minutes searching for BBC articles under her name.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3LexoT4zd
Still, nothing.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBa22h0mh9
Fuck!201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R7kGdkKUY
Why was she taking so long? 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1HOx3GhGq
Was she still thinking? Or, was she busty interviewing my mistress? 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MBE2DNzO0
I paced my chambers up and down. Up and down. My polished shoes against the floors that stunk with antiseptic.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8qe7bCMqy
Suddenly, I felt like Anne Bloyen, the second wife of Henry III. 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CHc7aNIa7
I had been watching that movie for too long I guess.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RhMtg6SKj
Anne was just like me, asking everyone, 201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNlTfidbqo
“When shall I die?”201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQanXXAPF4
It was so frustrating. I could feel it in my bones. If I had someone, I would have still asked, 'Why Couldn't she post it right now? When will I be ruined?'
Like, seriously, it would feel 10 times less worse now that I was prepared to hear whatever the public will hear about me. About my supposed infidelity.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAoNSYYtxu
Another check at her instagram stories.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2immQeKZL
Still nothing.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y6d43F3E0
Fucking nothing!201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcygIgujfvg
Just then, the door of my chambers opened and Larisa entered.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvtSPYWj5l
"Dr.Dey, there is another board meeting."201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJOwcc1x8l
I pocketed my phone amd followed her, regretting each step I took. But I had no way. I had such a bad luck that I couldn’t even watch my own downfall.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wbAKhmMGE
The board meeting would cease my phone for hours.
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By the time I was back, the clock struck 2 PM.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJvBffw6Ux
I took my phone out and was already greeted by notifications. Hundreds of them.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOtWfevPcv
My fingers trembled. My eyes burnt. What had the bitch planned for me?
I scrolled past the bottom of the 'Fuck u's and the usual 'You don't deserve her'.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKQExoebZA
There it was.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAhyrXX2bu
She posted a picture of me and her from our highschool. Where did she get this picture? I never remembered noticing her beside me. She smiled at the camera, her braces shining in the flash of the camera.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXto46c2Rta
In the bottom of the picture, she wrote:
I knew, the moment he kept it closed,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJgU0rTyU0
the visions naked in my eyes, kept composed.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI8pOlzvLH
Even though it still burns, I had known,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaoOlZdjXV
The sun still burnt, the world kept moving on.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20pepORQg2
Our world is breaking and I know it's a token,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuMXdzOoCT
Of the way we have been--me swollen now heartbroken.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZhL1cMNZQ
You eyes are now the shiny starry night,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBJ3JkBlEO
Gazing at the evening star as it shines bright.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC4VmqDIVq
And I was a dim comet, millions of. years old,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkACC5pJXt
Why wouldn’t he leave when he found gold?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EEm2lFqCw
I would have known in any way,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNCVdFtDEP
there’s no use choosing different ways.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BwQnj6FQN
Knowing never hurts but finding always would.
She even tagged me. Like a fucking warning.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMvBAAt0br
I just forgot that she had the power to do everything. Literally everything. Without even lifting a finger.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyIL27z4eX
I almost collapsed on my desk. Lots if DMs flooded through my phone.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAkEomxdv8
Friends, long time acquaintances, relatives I knew.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLB7HECPvR
Everyone asked,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBeNAB8BtW
"Why did u do that?"201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97scLo9Bvy
Maybe I shouldn’t have slapped her last night. She knew. She already knew. She always knew.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe2QV5Yjev
But she also must know that...that it was wrong.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGMhfWOaa7
She knew that. I knew that.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBVI6yQoxf
She dated a guy. A guy I had always wanted to be.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4Upb1A117
She Didn't sleep with him but at least, at least...they kissed.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibvzHntASS
And I chose the different way. My phone screen lit up.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZz549Iovk
Ma201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVieBPxPUiK
I received the call.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tA9xZXmSI
"Look, ma, it was a--"201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AqTOs7pEz
"Shut up, Advik. Just shut up!"201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iQ9udeELJ
She cut me off.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NPoBNop3b
"Listen to me, listen to me very carefully, Advik."201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcifSM9eQR
I nodded. I always listen to her. And look what listening to her turned my life into.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7disUJeFRJ
A fucking hell.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHix9et6eIF
"I'm all years. What will I do?"201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRjMYHn6dW
She sighed.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw02ZL7N69l
"Advik, I know that you don't like her. And I Don't like her too. But you have to act like a loving--"201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYoeI0S5bA
"I Won't do that."201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvowH6ZuH8
"Advik, my son, she is powerful. Really powerful. She is successful and beautiful,"201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKutOq9GGq
"Are you simping for her?"201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIjdRiEkss
"I'm stating facts. You are the perfect match. You two are popular in our area. No matter what happens, you havve to stay together."201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTf7wwGiSF
"But I don't love her, Ma! I hate her. I fucking hate her. Why are you ruining my life with...fame..money and popularity? Who cares?"201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qnlBs2et7
I looked at my phone. She had already cut the call.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtRSsm2UlK
Oh, how wonderful my life was! Even my own mother sold me to that bitch for...perfection.
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and then Add to home screen.