家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UCsbjyeZJ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobDjYy1Tdp
和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hl3bezOAz
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKXr72NkGg
日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCbdlugC3c
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zos5aMAkf
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZfXCuY3nm
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1YKlQY1vX
面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4UjBvI4Pe
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxj5hRxhWu
面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTkuDSMMpr
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20Pf3TrJoe
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEpDF3cs1x
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iJMy3HMU3
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbalOZqvkd
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxXQvYY4si
「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRXfMx11wU
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Yv6A8BwTl
掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1UowtV59P
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhKneyNNGt
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhheISeQzz
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ROeatUteu
家宜沉默了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMEtfyGi3e
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv96ZtRSaJ
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7rnlGHOYD
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZsH047wRf
這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIoPXyuoip
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakvjBPci2Q
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXLmLTjruU
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyAdqn3G8q
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgCPxNybZ0
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPAC6blxqa
有人說她成熟了，進步了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hp0SshRDq
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB2PnquUlH
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh87mS7W2UK
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3lRGBpB5e
似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDEVEfI1BJ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8LZ6pQe9d
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtL2lc6Inc
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6DZ8kHyin
還是向現實低頭好了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pmW6TyBTe
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLByi1oix6P
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV7eoHDcsR
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hKgYVaZ0E
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlXHO0AmTQ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgwWjqAsxq
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAIsiNsQ5i
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaaScsHwjT
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3mECwkZ2S
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFz1hfZv0w
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1r8lwaiPqo
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNwS11lbWL
家宜沒答話。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH0LfoXYPN
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp9ypjBOJi
望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0NxwBTjXX
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA50lofYmaW
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsuT8KBmWS
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSttOFPZj4
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxURWvWunns
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DAJTDufTu
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEgYxxJUUh
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVfVAUMACF
當初…897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eHRHEb3qF
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfIlr4IHVT
整個晚上，媽一言不發。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MyJwMgVWi
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b9R6ejdia
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq33G6AnWi
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYr9fAHhbH
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFLw1cshbt
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05Crl8S8bd
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhJBv1vtaH
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P2LeOWs1G
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jpoCaQZAO
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQamvlhs8Dm
根本不是她的錯！897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TgGvlaHjj
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3wt8KPIZe
但道歉可保住一椿生意…897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIXjDhxSF0
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZuBWPxcJA
卻扭曲了自己…897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKruXoNwagt
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK14F1cFse
值得嗎？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvqhKStGgO
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgF0irP4G3
「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OTdb7rKEk
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNi25SxOTT
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxoC85OAZV
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ75AXm22c
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60DCBlsrAO
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJmbnJPd4l
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu9fH0mGbt
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gj5i8Pbpb
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVYOFWbhGN
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIIxITwHBu
「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFoIinx2jn
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCeZ63zDYS
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6ELVhuj79
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIEQ5EwihT
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEWpURdKtP
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt2DNHEcLL
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LclcYhlkW
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ4EE5Q4Fn
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eMygtlEa0
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvlyStExe0
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLLscPXDDj
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Tf3bKu3FJ
難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nvFDdwJ3t
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkamlCGSPKH
還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmhTtzOJQO
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca53RvKDJr
不管了，先遞信吧！897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcjyBJPuBo
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvI6J9G8cO
「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ76XsKPyTr
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAl0sTtzOB
家宜呆了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlBvcisYfQ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWkgKpgrMm
「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEFEPO8sw9
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7QUe2iIUm
她沒即時否定——猶豫了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJPCbyeRk8
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozF2iEMxfc
「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73IWJy8hv6
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ0384Jnij
這是…放棄了嗎？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwNsi3FK0K
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC95TL1XTVx
家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z4pghQaYq
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITiRSeWtwx
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5wTa9JiMH
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uV2gpsgen
家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9QBPBAelA
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnWXCK5S3a
昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfW9sQ7zyO
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGlivCJILh
當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWo5Qs6F1m
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy0c1RjhOW
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulnLI7JFnb
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25VQouhZKs
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekUw2bDKJR
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAl8cqgnE1
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqWqHoteHj
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2Ybr8lpdj
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR3Ibs13Zn
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NIOzKTUrF
媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCX36z5cWQ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sh6VC7onR
「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGTlGmljeq
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK31mqhQ4R
回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPsN5syWVH
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMke6cwAvt
欲哭無淚。
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