家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXnoWgIlCy
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRax1DKUyXY
和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgLN0BdUe7
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ97sEOYex
日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJe0GXUXxf
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX6FtAyoyy
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVTS00Duzx
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtqVVU0Bcm
面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G85R0YKmY
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAOAgn2otb
面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67bO1m8N5U
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhhwZyKGvW
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkO7lOMGUg
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeju8upS21
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCflGAatK7u
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5Zmp5xTZz
「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ399xgtL1PP
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4ihF4hVSR
掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4iGTzeXk0
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAj9mkbbDD
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPafcE0H66
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviHS3G2kqD
家宜沉默了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2U4CPb4Bc
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LB0mC3GZc
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZEPfarOcX
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYL3VAf3b5
這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHME38nHjWM
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhGNKoOLwV
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEBLe7owNh
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHHQ7tnZce
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfHEChVi7i
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUpbn4mpH1
有人說她成熟了，進步了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g2AwuC6jP
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpr9zUODkT
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLXDQIFbxA
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7Mz2UBKLu
似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx36J62voOK
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgDhC8jR44
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6CM3m680D
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI4PePYlyd
還是向現實低頭好了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83P6mIvrDR
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGUdc4yOoF
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuFwvkPTLM
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80Djz6mO9L
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NxQeEFfJs
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwii1EzmQr
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihIlMHfhGS
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMkiVZlyNy
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnoFRjPZep
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttJyQL18QI
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmg5jXxcDs
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs463XCXJuZ
家宜沒答話。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXpJvw8PJK
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynYcndiDPV
望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOSUU1x5fv
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87t9XUQGQN
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeKVanAY3K
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVNUCPRsBV
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqYccJEIwV
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr6oUF3HEE
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGusemFe1Mf
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLf4ssSym4
當初…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRyCGZ57DG
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR57DXbed7
整個晚上，媽一言不發。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDctS9vNrfa
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYPNjjATUC
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvz6zI2U1X
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDU11D5i4x
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtwdxUfoeP
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEhf4YTSDj
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWbxQHcbBX
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IJmV0Rihx
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRZj8oQZMa
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHJP3cuYa4
根本不是她的錯！894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OJn27WsE2
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwP9U0vMYd
但道歉可保住一椿生意…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxVrwKP5P0
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SQm38Yeg4
卻扭曲了自己…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AcSMUwh9d
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0Cq9jxZKA
值得嗎？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuiL5wPUmi
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN39u4tzah
「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFHXJkxL3R
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFROOppBURN
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlVmYEFfhK
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigWuBfubi1
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOesijkpghX
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVxcbdNKWh
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCpJu1b5tC
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ENB5kBQu9
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE6yqKhFGN
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmiiMJTT4M
「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2ho3dociM
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhzA8VzN7y
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpeqOBCgiv
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jjBrQboUl
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQTsQhbMnC
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ABmYuPSdN
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVXvPWFZk1
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluwNtpWgVW
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKX48oDJOJW
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ29Qk2Q7z2
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95wLVShZHF
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1JInGIFx2
難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFRSEe2kkH
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkArq3eiJzw
還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Z9xmU2gb
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGDuIrHJgv
不管了，先遞信吧！894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIKG8sojjk
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WOzmzty4I
「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah75t6Ow2m
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7uClrEB7D
家宜呆了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnkTEdpxDa
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqv44iLFCl
「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTHut1GrhV
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksCKcdkwaV
她沒即時否定——猶豫了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfzsEbGD3V
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fdOFkQWLp
「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDxFndvnas
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4nayCML18
這是…放棄了嗎？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx3airs3GF
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqb8YWXg9b
家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Q5EYxd3m
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymJ1Hq1Wok
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAmzcKJRLM
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsm56PWX6F
家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0uzA2pUFP
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdEGjyQjTM
昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGdQaBuYvA
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooIMNSNcRp
當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaxJdOMdDi
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUOWD7ndWr
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNkQQUYrwB
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR01aU94zt
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEB14wEpSe
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGhfIR51o6
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YdO9dgBcq
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylZUfjNDz9
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzl99JCNsJ
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpO5jCekvaf
媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXABpF35p0
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHI0hPupvm
「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6oafv1fyq
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnJe1TUREr
回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE9KgFBKnh
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHGW6aUQWR
欲哭無淚。
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